Mondays...what a day.
It seems I spend most Mondays just catching up. Catching up on the cleaning, and the laundry and all kinds of miscellaneous stuff.
So I figure I'll "catch you up" on some stuff too...since it's Monday and all.
Remember this post? Well I mentioned the lunch account stuff...so I added money to their account that day through the online payschool thingy and then forgot about it...until Friday when I unloaded Eli's backpack and found another note that said my children were now $35 in the hole...somehow the money I added never got credited to their lunch account.
I sorta stewed about it all weekend, then went into the school first thing this morning to try to get it figured out. Turns out, no one knows what's going on for sure...and I think I've annoyed both of the school offices in our district with my phone calls.
Now that I've completely bored you with all those details, I may actually get to my point...which is: This circumstance is really, REALLY not that big of a deal. Which causes me to ask myself, "Dude, what is your deal?!?" (I still use the word dude...can't help myself)
Why, WHY is this bothering me so much? And then I gave myself a list:
- It makes me look like a bad mother who is neglecting her kids...and I'm NOT! I put the money in there!
- I picture my poor little boys being told they have no money to eat...and being offered a PB&J because their mom has....neglected them.
- It annoys me.
See a theme here? Me me me me me me me. *sigh* Pathetic. Completely pathetic...and sad...and disgusting :) Get my drift?
God used me today to teach myself a lesson...and it has to do with my ginormous need for the next Bible Study I'll be starting shortly.
In that same post I mentioned the need for Beth Moore DVDs...and if you go back and read through the comments, you'll find one from The Domestic Fringe offering to send me them. And guess what? SHE DID!!!
The Fringe girl and I...we're newer bloggy friends, and without hesitation, she offered those (expensive) DVDs to a fellow sister in Christ...and I did what I do...I cried.
I wanna be like her. Guess what the Beth Moore study is called? Living Beyond Yourself: Exploring the Fruit of the Spirit.
Guess who might need to start living beyond themselves? Guess who needs a little lot more of the Holy Spirits power in her life?
Yeah...that'd be me. And probably a few others too. Maybe. :)